The Little Things

Yesterday, I wrapped up my finals for the first part of Spring term. After a three hour essay exam and a research paper, I was worn out. Jordan patiently stayed up with me, coming to my side whenever I needed technical help or a word of encouragement. He's pretty great like that. As I pulled the sheets up to my chin last night and soaked up the gentle breeze blowing through our bedroom window, I breathed a sigh of relief that I was one step closer to my Bachelor's.

When I woke this morning, I began mentally going through a list of things that needed to be accomplished around the house. My mind wandered to the next three classes I would be beginning in just a few days and that peaceful feeling I felt last night slowly began to fade. I felt anxious and unsettled. But, rather than spend my one homework-free day doing housework and preparing for my next classes, I decided that I would spend it doing a few productive things that I enjoy. 

After Jordan left for work, I headed out to the commissary to buy some groceries for the week. I had a few new recipes in mind, so I excitedly picked out the ingredients and purchased them. Lately, I have started to enjoy cooking and baking far more than I expected. I like to try new dinner recipes for the two of us and surprise Jordan with a sweet dessert after a long day of work. I also love being alone in the kitchen in the afternoons, baking and preparing dinner. Those few hours I spend cooking and baking help melt away the stress of classes and the anxiety I often feel when Jordan and I discuss his future plans in the Air Force. I try to soak it all up while I can as I know that years from now I will reflect back on my quiet afternoons in the kitchen and long for that peace and quiet.

My peaceful afternoon had me reflecting on the beauty of my life and the blessings I encounter everyday. My husband was at the top of the list, followed by my family and friends who are constantly encouraging me, whether it's through conversation or prayer.  

And even though school can be stressful at times, I am blessed to be attending a Christian university where my professor and classmates encourage my faith through our studies and discussions.

Reflecting on God's provision and protection in my life humbles my heart and reminds me of His great love. God doesn't want me to take on all the stress and anxiety I feel about our future and college alone. He wants me to lay my burdens at His feet.

Psalm 55:22 says, "Cast your cares on the LORD and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous be shaken."

1 Peter 5:7:

"Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you."

I pray you cast your cares upon the Lord this week and look for His blessings in your life.

Even in the little things

like baking in the afternoon and a day away from the stress of college.

Mallory